I hate the fact that people think that someone can be too young to have depression, but I’m going to say it anyway: I’m 14. I think I’ve been having suicidal thoughts since about 6th grade. I just finished my ninth grade year and I didn’t do too well. I had a perfect 4.0 GPA for every year prior to high school, then as soon as I entered high school, I failed miserably. I ended the year with barely a 2.0 GPA. I’ve been berated by my parents, my peers, even most of my teachers at this point. I have no future ahead of me. On top of this my mother abuses me and my father enables her. (“typical” Asian parents, I guess) The only thing I have left that gives me certain happiness every time I do it is playing video games and hanging out with my friends, and my parents are trying to get rid of my computer so I can no longer play because they think the computer is the root cause of my failure. I’m so embarrassed of myself that I even created a throwaway so none of my friends that know about my reddit account see this. I have nothing left. I’m ending it all tonight.
I hate the fact that people think that someone can be too young to have depression, but I’m going to say it anyway: I’m 14. I think I’ve been having suicidal thoughts since about 6th grade. I just finished my ninth grade year and I didn’t do too well. I had a perfect 4.0 GPA for every year prior to high school, then as soon as I entered high school, I failed miserably. I ended the year with barely a 2.0 GPA. I’ve been berated by my parents, my peers, even most of my teachers at this point. I have no future ahead of me. On top of this my mother abuses me and my father enables her. (“typical” Asian parents, I guess) The only thing I have left that gives me certain happiness every time I do it is playing video games and hanging out with my friends, and my parents are trying to get rid of my computer so I can no longer play because they think the computer is the root cause of my failure. I’m so embarrassed of myself that I even created a throwaway so none of my friends that know about my reddit account see this. I have nothing left. I’m ending it all tonight. https://ift.tt/eA8V8J https://ift.tt/2MtBC6I
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