what am I?

so, to start off, I know that labels are not that necessary but it would be nice to know at least my approximate sexuality, or narrow down the closest ones and research further about them.

I'm female, never had sex, might do it only out of curiosity (to see how it is and add to the list of things I've done), even though I will probably not enjoy it that much.

I don't masturbate, porn is boring but I read steamy fanfiction and occasionally have fantasies about some people.

basically, I like sex in theory but not in practice

I'm not very romantic or good at expressing feelings but not completely aromantic either. Mostly heteroromantic but I can see myself with a girl if we are perfect soulmates.

my ideal relationship would be a very good friendship with deep soul connection and cuddles/kisses.

the previous relationships didn't work because I didn't want to jump into bed with them.

not sure if I have libido because I'm asexual or because of depression and hormonal imbalance. Might have felt arousal a few times.

sorry if this is not very logically organized. so, any ideas on what I might be? :)

so, to start off, I know that labels are not that necessary but it would be nice to know at least my approximate sexuality, or narrow down the closest ones and research further about them.I'm female, never had sex, might do it only out of curiosity (to see how it is and add to the list of things I've done), even though I will probably not enjoy it that much.I don't masturbate, porn is boring but I read steamy fanfiction and occasionally have fantasies about some people.basically, I like sex in theory but not in practiceI'm not very romantic or good at expressing feelings but not completely aromantic either. Mostly heteroromantic but I can see myself with a girl if we are perfect soulmates.my ideal relationship would be a very good friendship with deep soul connection and cuddles/kisses.the previous relationships didn't work because I didn't want to jump into bed with them.not sure if I have libido because I'm asexual or because of depression and hormonal imbalance. Might have felt arousal a few times.sorry if this is not very logically organized. so, any ideas on what I might be? :) https://ift.tt/eA8V8J https://ift.tt/2zbvMSt

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