Hey guys. I just joined the community today (28/6/19) because i feel like its high time now that i must do something about my porn+fap addiction. I am a 22 year old from India, just completed my college and waiting to enter in corporate life. I was introduced to porn through a friend of mine. I have been struggling with this from past 6 years but never ever realized that how devastating this is for me. I never considered my recreation activities as an addiction and had always found a way to tell my brain that everything is okay denying the fact that it is a psychological disorder. But now i am more free than ever, i started to watch more and more porn, enjoying my way through it and devoting close to 6 hours a day in it.
Also my medical condition as such is not very top notch, I suffer from hypothyroidism and low testosterone level. As a result of way too much fap and hormonal imbalance in my body, i have lost about 11-12 kgs in 4 months plus my vision is deteriorating at a Ferrari's pace. I am always tired and unable to do anything but watch porn.
I believe a lot in god but its very unfortunate and wimp of me to have broken my promise to the almighty a number of times.
Now that i think more and more about it, i am convinced that i even lost a really nice girl to this problem. Every attractive girl i see on television and web makes me go watch porn.
Sorry i know i am terrible.
Today i read a lot about porn addiction and how people fought hard to overcome it. I came to know about this community and i feel that sharing my story can make me quit this addiction. I am not going to do it ever again from this day onwards.
thank you everyone for reading.
Hey guys. I just joined the community today (28/6/19) because i feel like its high time now that i must do something about my porn+fap addiction. I am a 22 year old from India, just completed my college and waiting to enter in corporate life. I was introduced to porn through a friend of mine. I have been struggling with this from past 6 years but never ever realized that how devastating this is for me. I never considered my recreation activities as an addiction and had always found a way to tell my brain that everything is okay denying the fact that it is a psychological disorder. But now i am more free than ever, i started to watch more and more porn, enjoying my way through it and devoting close to 6 hours a day in it.Also my medical condition as such is not very top notch, I suffer from hypothyroidism and low testosterone level. As a result of way too much fap and hormonal imbalance in my body, i have lost about 11-12 kgs in 4 months plus my vision is deteriorating at a Ferrari's pace. I am always tired and unable to do anything but watch porn.I believe a lot in god but its very unfortunate and wimp of me to have broken my promise to the almighty a number of times.Now that i think more and more about it, i am convinced that i even lost a really nice girl to this problem. Every attractive girl i see on television and web makes me go watch porn.Sorry i know i am terrible.Today i read a lot about porn addiction and how people fought hard to overcome it. I came to know about this community and i feel that sharing my story can make me quit this addiction. I am not going to do it ever again from this day onwards.thank you everyone for reading. https://ift.tt/eA8V8J https://ift.tt/2FEi0vk
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