permanent damage

hi there, i'm sorry you guys must get heaps of posts like this but i'm freaking out. i've taken mdma 6 times since late january and i'm scared i've overdone it. i took it twice in one weekend 8 weeks ago, the second time taking it that weekend, i felt absolutely no high and sat in a bathroom for 3 hours contemplating killing myself (which is very unlike me). since then i've had low moods, high moods, mood swings that i dont know how to deal with because my mood changes drastically in a matter of seconds for no reason especially when i'm alone. ive had a huge drop in confidence and way more negative thoughts. i also have cystic acne on my back that i never had before. do you think the cause for my moods is a hormonal imbalance or because of the mdma or a mixture of both? i also stupidly convinced myself to take some last night lol, which i think is the reason i'm making this post because i'm filled with regret and worry. any advice would be super super helpful. thanks so much

hi there, i'm sorry you guys must get heaps of posts like this but i'm freaking out. i've taken mdma 6 times since late january and i'm scared i've overdone it. i took it twice in one weekend 8 weeks ago, the second time taking it that weekend, i felt absolutely no high and sat in a bathroom for 3 hours contemplating killing myself (which is very unlike me). since then i've had low moods, high moods, mood swings that i dont know how to deal with because my mood changes drastically in a matter of seconds for no reason especially when i'm alone. ive had a huge drop in confidence and way more negative thoughts. i also have cystic acne on my back that i never had before. do you think the cause for my moods is a hormonal imbalance or because of the mdma or a mixture of both? i also stupidly convinced myself to take some last night lol, which i think is the reason i'm making this post because i'm filled with regret and worry. any advice would be super super helpful. thanks so much https://ift.tt/eA8V8J https://ift.tt/2ZnAR73