I've considered myself bisexual for the past 10 or so years. I've only ever dated or had sex with men (I'm a ciswoman). I live in a small town with no real dating options.
Anyways, I've been single for a couple years now and have been thinking about dating again. I have some serious self confidence issues to figure out first, but I was talking to a friend the other day about re-entering the dating world and it occurred to me that part of the reason I'm not dating is because, even though I do find men sexually and romantically attractive (when I'm not on hormonal birth control anyways), the idea of having to perform oral sex on a guy just makes me not interested in the entire dating situation. I'm not sure why it's so revolting to me. I guess I see it as a domination thing or a power imbalance, and I probably need to change my views on that. It shouldnt be as big of a deal as im making it. Or, maybe I'm just not as into guys as I think, and actually prefer women?
I've considered myself bisexual for the past 10 or so years. I've only ever dated or had sex with men (I'm a ciswoman). I live in a small town with no real dating options.Anyways, I've been single for a couple years now and have been thinking about dating again. I have some serious self confidence issues to figure out first, but I was talking to a friend the other day about re-entering the dating world and it occurred to me that part of the reason I'm not dating is because, even though I do find men sexually and romantically attractive (when I'm not on hormonal birth control anyways), the idea of having to perform oral sex on a guy just makes me not interested in the entire dating situation. I'm not sure why it's so revolting to me. I guess I see it as a domination thing or a power imbalance, and I probably need to change my views on that. It shouldnt be as big of a deal as im making it. Or, maybe I'm just not as into guys as I think, and actually prefer women? https://ift.tt/eA8V8J https://ift.tt/2XfTIkb
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