I can't do this anymore, please help me

I don't know what to do to get over the constant dysphoria I have. I can't transition right now and I have to be on birth control due to a physical condition that is due to my female hormonal imbalance, but the increased estrogen is starting to take its toll on me. Everyday I feel more and more dysphoric and I can't take it, I'm really at my limit and I feel like this is too painful to bare anymore. tmi warning for this next part but my bottom dysphoria is so bad but everything in my price range looks like a cheap toy. It's not fucking fair. Other guys are born with what would make me feel like my body is my own. Not to mention my giant chest that I would hate even if I was a woman. I feel so trapped. I don't know why I'm typing all this but I need somebody to listen. I need to know why the fuck I even bother staying alive when I can't even get the bare minimum out of my body other guys can. I feel like I'm living in a nightmare and I just want help out, and everybody thinks it's a choice to feel this way. I'm just so fucking tired and I don't know what to do to make it go away anymore

I don't know what to do to get over the constant dysphoria I have. I can't transition right now and I have to be on birth control due to a physical condition that is due to my female hormonal imbalance, but the increased estrogen is starting to take its toll on me. Everyday I feel more and more dysphoric and I can't take it, I'm really at my limit and I feel like this is too painful to bare anymore. tmi warning for this next part but my bottom dysphoria is so bad but everything in my price range looks like a cheap toy. It's not fucking fair. Other guys are born with what would make me feel like my body is my own. Not to mention my giant chest that I would hate even if I was a woman. I feel so trapped. I don't know why I'm typing all this but I need somebody to listen. I need to know why the fuck I even bother staying alive when I can't even get the bare minimum out of my body other guys can. I feel like I'm living in a nightmare and I just want help out, and everybody thinks it's a choice to feel this way. I'm just so fucking tired and I don't know what to do to make it go away anymore https://ift.tt/eA8V8J https://ift.tt/2LaCWAo

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