Generally I’m a healthy person and I don’t drink alcohol at all but my mental health has declined so much these past 2 years I see a very dark scary path. I’ve always been a good person and I’ve never been to jail. I just feel very hurt emotionally by the world to the point that I don’t have a emotional connection. My attitude is becoming very disrespectful towards people, I always been super nice to everyone in the past so now I feel two faced. My parents are going to get me fired at my machining job that I’ve been doing really good at. I work full time 45hrs a week I’m learning lots and working on different machines and building machines getting benefits but everytime I try to prepare for the next week they throw me out and tell me to sleep in my car I’m exhausted. I get nothing done for myself an It’s been like this for 2 months I’d get an apartment but can’t afford it.
I’m suffering from alot and I feel that my brain is giving up and I am becoming a bad person which is not ok with me because I will get hurt I know. The doctors refer me to physiologists which I haven’t seen yet I was tested for hormone imbalances & it was negative.
I love to exercise and skateboard but I’m Unable too because of work.
I’m lost on what todo. I just think theirs a magic pill I hope I make it to 30years old.
Generally I’m a healthy person and I don’t drink alcohol at all but my mental health has declined so much these past 2 years I see a very dark scary path. I’ve always been a good person and I’ve never been to jail. I just feel very hurt emotionally by the world to the point that I don’t have a emotional connection. My attitude is becoming very disrespectful towards people, I always been super nice to everyone in the past so now I feel two faced. My parents are going to get me fired at my machining job that I’ve been doing really good at. I work full time 45hrs a week I’m learning lots and working on different machines and building machines getting benefits but everytime I try to prepare for the next week they throw me out and tell me to sleep in my car I’m exhausted. I get nothing done for myself an It’s been like this for 2 months I’d get an apartment but can’t afford it.I’m suffering from alot and I feel that my brain is giving up and I am becoming a bad person which is not ok with me because I will get hurt I know. The doctors refer me to physiologists which I haven’t seen yet I was tested for hormone imbalances & it was negative.I love to exercise and skateboard but I’m Unable too because of work.I’m lost on what todo. I just think theirs a magic pill I hope I make it to 30years old. https://ift.tt/eA8V8J https://ift.tt/3Bo2QoB
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