My medications work pretty well but I'm pretty sure the root of the problem is my hormones. I think this because most of my most severe problems get out of control one week every three months when I take the placebo week of my birthcontrol.( which I take for solely for hormone imbalance)
Not just standard PMS. But full blown and sudden "omg I'm alone, have no purpose, may never be valued by an employer, and I want it all to stop.
Last night I found myself still crying over I problem I had the day before. The problem I had the day before was very insignificant but I was so upset I almost called a crisis line. But I never did call because what were they going to do for me? Suicidal ideation probably doesn't take priority. And even if I did reach someone it's not like they could turn off my hormones.
There is no use in scheduling therapy because by the time an appointment is scheduled my hormones level out and I'm good for another 3 months or until I accidentally forget a night of the pill.
I'm tired and want to take a second nap.
My medications work pretty well but I'm pretty sure the root of the problem is my hormones. I think this because most of my most severe problems get out of control one week every three months when I take the placebo week of my birthcontrol.( which I take for solely for hormone imbalance)Not just standard PMS. But full blown and sudden "omg I'm alone, have no purpose, may never be valued by an employer, and I want it all to stop.Last night I found myself still crying over I problem I had the day before. The problem I had the day before was very insignificant but I was so upset I almost called a crisis line. But I never did call because what were they going to do for me? Suicidal ideation probably doesn't take priority. And even if I did reach someone it's not like they could turn off my hormones.There is no use in scheduling therapy because by the time an appointment is scheduled my hormones level out and I'm good for another 3 months or until I accidentally forget a night of the pill.I'm tired and want to take a second nap. https://ift.tt/eA8V8J https://ift.tt/3kUYtvS
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