Working out the difference between severe testicular injury during childhood and if I have a tumor or somethiny
When I was younger then 8 (19 now) my testes got damaged (I had no medical treatment I hid it from my parents I was and am quite stupid).
At the moment they are nausea inducing and painful from time to time, but this isn't constant.
Itd not that bad but I can't bare to actually check them for lumps. Just thinking about it makes the nausea come back . I did check once and found nothing but I did it very briefly and sort of collapsed so I didn't try again.
These latter symptoms started to appear about when puberty started. In terms of fixed dates at the latest when I was 14 very much likely when I was 12. I am male and not on any medication but my body fat and hips resemble a steriotypical transsexual since I was a child, it bugs me a lot that I look so fucking weird, I'm hairy but people have asked me if I actually have a penis when my clothes are off. I wondered if I had some sort of hormone imbalance because of this but the testes make male hormones so??? I chalked it up to just having moons and being fat but? It's more pronounced then any guy I've ever seen.
My gender is weird but don't bother to look at post history am a guy for all intents and purposes. Injury was my testes being grabbed and crushed I have a good deal of trauma.
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