Why.

Why must i live in a world born to be cursed to never be comfortable in my own skin, taking synthetic hormones for a transition i won't ever achieve, i'm too poor, too stupid for college, and wanted dead by most of the world for simply having a mental disorder that puts me in ceaseless mental agony over a body i can't change enough or get rid of. Worst part is i can't even confide in anyone because nobody understands or always just says "It gets better", It's just a method to gaslight me into suffering more for a life that hasnt improved at all. I'm being fucked at every moment of my life it seems, like i just can't have anything good. Hormonal imbalances from every pharmacy not having my needed hormones causing me to be ever increasingly suicidal. I legitimately am so tired of being miserable, then beaten more on top of it, just to be beaten again and again. I really don't think i can do it much longer.

Why must i live in a world born to be cursed to never be comfortable in my own skin, taking synthetic hormones for a transition i won't ever achieve, i'm too poor, too stupid for college, and wanted dead by most of the world for simply having a mental disorder that puts me in ceaseless mental agony over a body i can't change enough or get rid of. Worst part is i can't even confide in anyone because nobody understands or always just says "It gets better", It's just a method to gaslight me into suffering more for a life that hasnt improved at all. I'm being fucked at every moment of my life it seems, like i just can't have anything good. Hormonal imbalances from every pharmacy not having my needed hormones causing me to be ever increasingly suicidal. I legitimately am so tired of being miserable, then beaten more on top of it, just to be beaten again and again. I really don't think i can do it much longer. https://ift.tt/ljwhCd5 https://ift.tt/Hb5qZVT