Me(24F) and my bf (23M) have been in a relationship for 4 years. I love him so much and he loves me too but me being so emotionally unstable, keeps on messing things between us. We would fight over small things and he would always end up saying sorry and I feel bad that he has to put up with me all the time. I wanna change so bad but I found out recently that my emotions were somehow because of a medical condition (something to do with hormonal imbalance). Though I'm not saying that to justify what I've done to him because i am responsible for my actions. Sometimes I would think to myself that maybe it's just right we break up so he would not feel bad about himself because of me. I feel like I'm just going to ruin his life and I don't want that to happen because I do care alot about him. I want to stop but I just can't. I think I'm being selfish for staying with him because I love him. How do I find the courage to leave him, or should I in the first place? I really don't know what to do.
Sorry for any grammatical errors, english is not my first language.
Me(24F) and my bf (23M) have been in a relationship for 4 years. I love him so much and he loves me too but me being so emotionally unstable, keeps on messing things between us. We would fight over small things and he would always end up saying sorry and I feel bad that he has to put up with me all the time. I wanna change so bad but I found out recently that my emotions were somehow because of a medical condition (something to do with hormonal imbalance). Though I'm not saying that to justify what I've done to him because i am responsible for my actions. Sometimes I would think to myself that maybe it's just right we break up so he would not feel bad about himself because of me. I feel like I'm just going to ruin his life and I don't want that to happen because I do care alot about him. I want to stop but I just can't. I think I'm being selfish for staying with him because I love him. How do I find the courage to leave him, or should I in the first place? I really don't know what to do.Sorry for any grammatical errors, english is not my first language. https://ift.tt/RTmEdWZ https://ift.tt/6ctSxnR
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