Type 1 (and brittle, basically almost completely unmanageable) diabetes, celiac disease, possible severe hypothyroidism and anemia (I have absolutely no idea, but that’s what my doctor thinks so I’m getting tested), and severe ADHD combo with depression and anxiety. I’m allergic to like, a LOT (fish, eggs, cow’s milk, bananas, some types of nuts, and more).
I’m just so sick of this. I’m in pain so much from an imbalance of hormones and neurotransmitters, I can’t even have a satisfying sleep, my diabetes is always dipping then shooting up then dipping again, and I can’t find n antidepressant that won’t screw up my brittle diabetes. I’m only 19 and I started getting male pattern baldness and greasy hair for SOME reason then it completely went away and my hair got really dry with no warning. At this point my doctors are just throwing their hands up in the air. I’m severely anxious and depressed and dependant on my ADHD meds to be happy or even think at all (trying to work to lower my dose, but I genuinely can’t even feel when people touch me bc I get mentally and physically numb when it doesn’t work and go mute bc it hurts to talk for some reason, again, the doctors have no clue why I respond like that), I started Wellbutrin bc Fluoxetine was making my BG constantly low, but Wellbutrin has been doing the opposite, my BG is always high and I feel horrible. I’ve needed to stop eating carbs and my face has been puffing up bc of dehydration.
For a while before, when my ADHD meds were really working, I felt amazing. I looked amazing too, but as good as things were, are as bad as they are now.
Type 1 (and brittle, basically almost completely unmanageable) diabetes, celiac disease, possible severe hypothyroidism and anemia (I have absolutely no idea, but that’s what my doctor thinks so I’m getting tested), and severe ADHD combo with depression and anxiety. I’m allergic to like, a LOT (fish, eggs, cow’s milk, bananas, some types of nuts, and more).I’m just so sick of this. I’m in pain so much from an imbalance of hormones and neurotransmitters, I can’t even have a satisfying sleep, my diabetes is always dipping then shooting up then dipping again, and I can’t find n antidepressant that won’t screw up my brittle diabetes. I’m only 19 and I started getting male pattern baldness and greasy hair for SOME reason then it completely went away and my hair got really dry with no warning. At this point my doctors are just throwing their hands up in the air. I’m severely anxious and depressed and dependant on my ADHD meds to be happy or even think at all (trying to work to lower my dose, but I genuinely can’t even feel when people touch me bc I get mentally and physically numb when it doesn’t work and go mute bc it hurts to talk for some reason, again, the doctors have no clue why I respond like that), I started Wellbutrin bc Fluoxetine was making my BG constantly low, but Wellbutrin has been doing the opposite, my BG is always high and I feel horrible. I’ve needed to stop eating carbs and my face has been puffing up bc of dehydration.For a while before, when my ADHD meds were really working, I felt amazing. I looked amazing too, but as good as things were, are as bad as they are now. https://ift.tt/RTmEdWZ https://ift.tt/D0PLph3
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