Exposed myself 😭

Ugh dude I was just FaceTiming my boyfriend and I was screen-sharing to show him something but I accidentally went back a page too far on safari and he saw that I was looking up “eating disorder and hormone imbalance” because I’ve had symptoms of acne, breast tenderness, depression, and fatigue, for no explained reason. I was so fucking embarrassed I literally just tried to get out of it as fast as possible and said “ope oh no don’t judge me” and just laughed it off but he didn’t laugh and he didn’t say anything, he sort of knew I have trouble with my eating but I just don’t think he realized that it’s like an actual problem I have and like a full blown and realized eating disorder. I’m so embarrassed I can’t stop thinking about this but I know it’s not that deep. But since he never said anything I feel like it’s unresolved but I don’t wanna bring it back up AHHH

Ugh dude I was just FaceTiming my boyfriend and I was screen-sharing to show him something but I accidentally went back a page too far on safari and he saw that I was looking up “eating disorder and hormone imbalance” because I’ve had symptoms of acne, breast tenderness, depression, and fatigue, for no explained reason. I was so fucking embarrassed I literally just tried to get out of it as fast as possible and said “ope oh no don’t judge me” and just laughed it off but he didn’t laugh and he didn’t say anything, he sort of knew I have trouble with my eating but I just don’t think he realized that it’s like an actual problem I have and like a full blown and realized eating disorder. I’m so embarrassed I can’t stop thinking about this but I know it’s not that deep. But since he never said anything I feel like it’s unresolved but I don’t wanna bring it back up AHHH https://ift.tt/PgLbq3k https://ift.tt/tePBILi