Idk if it's truly because of an eating disorder, but mostly I eat almost the same thing every day, sometimes fears of eating something else, tasting things and not eating them fully, feeling of fear and guilty, eating at almost the same time every day. wanting to eat more but my brain says no. fear of gaining weight and looking fat.
I have brain fogginess sometimes, had and probably have hormone imbalances and probably way more things.
Anyone who recovered or knows.
Did you brain recovered? did you physically feel more energetic and mentally? Can you remember better?
I weighted 157.5 today and I'm 6'1-2'' but I also have been weight training 2-3 days a week and have been yoyoing my weight up and down. (I was 142 ish something).
I would like to feel alive. energetic and think better. also eat when I want and whenever I want. I am hungry? eat instead of having a specific time and not fearing of fat gain.
Idk if it's truly because of an eating disorder, but mostly I eat almost the same thing every day, sometimes fears of eating something else, tasting things and not eating them fully, feeling of fear and guilty, eating at almost the same time every day. wanting to eat more but my brain says no. fear of gaining weight and looking fat.I have brain fogginess sometimes, had and probably have hormone imbalances and probably way more things.Anyone who recovered or knows.Did you brain recovered? did you physically feel more energetic and mentally? Can you remember better?I weighted 157.5 today and I'm 6'1-2'' but I also have been weight training 2-3 days a week and have been yoyoing my weight up and down. (I was 142 ish something).I would like to feel alive. energetic and think better. also eat when I want and whenever I want. I am hungry? eat instead of having a specific time and not fearing of fat gain. https://ift.tt/WwVC1Ee https://ift.tt/xV0y1Bq
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