To preface this, I'm a nonbinary afab minor who has to take birth control for hormonal imbalance reasons. I had a lot of concerns going in about getting a more "feminine" body shape and larger cup size. It's been almost two months of taking the pills and I've had a few dysphoric episodes because I thought my chest was looking more noticeable. The only solution I can see is to just stop taking them. I cannot tell my parents about my concerns or the dysphoria to get another appointment because I think they already suspect Im trans. If I tell them these things, itll outright confirm for them. The only issue with this plan is a followup appointment I have in may. I might have to lie...I feel like this desition of mine is stupid and dangerous, but I dont want to deal with chest dysphoria anymore. I'd like to know the risks of what I'm going to do. Maybe it'll talk me out of this.
To preface this, I'm a nonbinary afab minor who has to take birth control for hormonal imbalance reasons. I had a lot of concerns going in about getting a more "feminine" body shape and larger cup size. It's been almost two months of taking the pills and I've had a few dysphoric episodes because I thought my chest was looking more noticeable. The only solution I can see is to just stop taking them. I cannot tell my parents about my concerns or the dysphoria to get another appointment because I think they already suspect Im trans. If I tell them these things, itll outright confirm for them. The only issue with this plan is a followup appointment I have in may. I might have to lie...I feel like this desition of mine is stupid and dangerous, but I dont want to deal with chest dysphoria anymore. I'd like to know the risks of what I'm going to do. Maybe it'll talk me out of this. https://ift.tt/VPL0Ems https://ift.tt/jGk79E0
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