So this is confusing me. I am at a point the past two weeks where I am constantly about one pin drop away from just bursting into tears. My life is ridiculously stressful, but its a consistent long term stress and crying has never really been how I handle it? I get life altering news regularly and I get frustrated and upset and cry for a couple mins then dissociate usually. But Lately something will happen, a small little thing happens, and I start balling my eyes out and thinking "I want to go home" and cry more even when Im literally sitting in my home.
I even did a pregnancy test because the only other time I have felt this messed up was puberty, so I figured maybe I could be pregnant (Im not). No other signs of hormonal imbalances though?
I dont know guys. Im just stumped. Its not necessarily a bad thing to have feelings im just not used to crying so in my head im like, somethings obviously wrong? Can being just so so stressed out for so long manifest in just becoming a big ball of tears?
I always figured if I finally cracked from all the pressure I'd like get aggressive and fight someone or completely detach from reality or something not just cry a lot
So this is confusing me. I am at a point the past two weeks where I am constantly about one pin drop away from just bursting into tears. My life is ridiculously stressful, but its a consistent long term stress and crying has never really been how I handle it? I get life altering news regularly and I get frustrated and upset and cry for a couple mins then dissociate usually. But Lately something will happen, a small little thing happens, and I start balling my eyes out and thinking "I want to go home" and cry more even when Im literally sitting in my home.I even did a pregnancy test because the only other time I have felt this messed up was puberty, so I figured maybe I could be pregnant (Im not). No other signs of hormonal imbalances though?I dont know guys. Im just stumped. Its not necessarily a bad thing to have feelings im just not used to crying so in my head im like, somethings obviously wrong? Can being just so so stressed out for so long manifest in just becoming a big ball of tears?I always figured if I finally cracked from all the pressure I'd like get aggressive and fight someone or completely detach from reality or something not just cry a lot https://ift.tt/BxGb5qh https://ift.tt/h8vatIs
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