So I (19F) have been struggling with pmdd since I was around 14 years old. It’s awful, I get suicidal thoughts, have bad panic attacks, and feel like I’ve really hit rock bottom for around 2 weeks every month. I wanted to start birth control for this reason, plus the bad cramps I get. I started junel fe for 2 days back in September, and it gave me horrible suicidal and intrusive thoughts. I was off the hinges, I felt like I was going crazy. My mood swings were so severe and I felt horrible. I decided it wasn’t worth it to continue feeling like that, so I quit after two days. I know you have to stick with it, but when I’m having suicidal thoughts, I don’t think it’s worth it. Since then, it has felt like I’ve had a long pmdd episode. I think I have a hormonal imbalance, because all of the sudden I’ve been having horrible panic attacks, sudden rushes of panic and anxiety where I’m not able to calm down constantly. My period is late by a couple days, which isn’t abnormal, but it feels like it’s never going to start and I’m stuck having these pmdd issues. What can I do? It’s horrible. Has this happened to anyone else?
So I (19F) have been struggling with pmdd since I was around 14 years old. It’s awful, I get suicidal thoughts, have bad panic attacks, and feel like I’ve really hit rock bottom for around 2 weeks every month. I wanted to start birth control for this reason, plus the bad cramps I get. I started junel fe for 2 days back in September, and it gave me horrible suicidal and intrusive thoughts. I was off the hinges, I felt like I was going crazy. My mood swings were so severe and I felt horrible. I decided it wasn’t worth it to continue feeling like that, so I quit after two days. I know you have to stick with it, but when I’m having suicidal thoughts, I don’t think it’s worth it. Since then, it has felt like I’ve had a long pmdd episode. I think I have a hormonal imbalance, because all of the sudden I’ve been having horrible panic attacks, sudden rushes of panic and anxiety where I’m not able to calm down constantly. My period is late by a couple days, which isn’t abnormal, but it feels like it’s never going to start and I’m stuck having these pmdd issues. What can I do? It’s horrible. Has this happened to anyone else? https://ift.tt/Qdcz2hL https://ift.tt/Vva154Y
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